{"id":6,"date":"2011-12-11T19:00:52","date_gmt":"2011-12-11T19:00:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blargh.lossfoundation.com\/?p=6"},"modified":"2013-03-19T23:33:56","modified_gmt":"2013-03-19T23:33:56","slug":"init-ding","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/blargh.lossfoundation.com\/?p=6","title":{"rendered":"init ding"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>(edit cleanup 3.19.13: Explaining why I started this blog, which to March 2013 has mostly been filled with personal ramblings about shit I just needed to get out of my system <em>somewhere<\/em>. I&#8217;m trying to repurpose things now for more General Interest and Public Good, of course.)<br \/>\n<!--more--><br \/>\n&#8220;New&#8221; social media sucks. If there&#8217;s one thing I know, it&#8217;s that I like to write, and I like to write lots. &#8220;New&#8221; social media discourages this. Further, followers of new social media frown these days on people who like to write lots.<\/p>\n<p>I also tend to think a lot about things cursorily related to music. Look, this has been very, very frustrating for a long time, because I have seemingly been born into an extremely uncomfortable in-between spot, the likes of me being totally unsuitable for either amateur or professional appreciation.<\/p>\n<p>The thoughts I have about music tend to be somewhat overtechnical for the layperson, and the way I tend to phrase these thoughts is far too casual and\/or ADHD for the educated musician (I have always been suspicious of the latter accordingly).<\/p>\n<p>Here I am, alone, posting a bunch of stuff on &#8220;new&#8221; social media with what might appear to the layperson to be laser focus, and yet about a bunch of stuff that formalist, myopically-specialized fuddy-duddies In The Field could give a toss about.<\/p>\n<p>It has long seemed to me that I must protect myself from Other People In The Field at all times. I must never let my guard down, lest my misgivings about that world (and intrinsic dissonance with that world) become &#8220;widely&#8221; known and end in professional demise (not that I haven&#8217;t done plenty toward that end as it stands).<\/p>\n<p>But I cannot control my boundless enthusiasm for these topics, nor my continual heartbreak when dumping words about these topics on a unsuspecting audience that actually does useful stuff for a living results in gut-churning silence.<\/p>\n<p>Which is better? To try and package my thoughts in a way that will say, &#8220;Hey, look at this thing, look at THIS thing, and isn&#8217;t THIS amazing, LOOK LOOK LOOK LISTEN LISTEN LISTEN I PROMISE YOU&#8217;LL LOVE IT&#8221; in just enough characters to avoid the dreaded &#8220;More&#8230;&#8221; cut, only to result in no one actually giving a fuck&#8230; or to take my ball and go home to a land where I can write 4000 words on the virtues of underappreciated Korean guitars and\/or the sexiness of the second scale degree in Turkish saz music and <em>expect <\/em>that no one will be there to give a fuck?<\/p>\n<p>If an overly wordy, misanthropic crank blogs in the forest, does it make a sound?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>(edit cleanup 3.19.13: Explaining why I started this blog, which to March 2013 has mostly been filled with personal ramblings about shit I just needed to get out of my system somewhere. I&#8217;m trying to repurpose things now for more General Interest and Public Good, of course.)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-mission-statements"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/blargh.lossfoundation.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/blargh.lossfoundation.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/blargh.lossfoundation.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blargh.lossfoundation.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blargh.lossfoundation.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=6"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"http:\/\/blargh.lossfoundation.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":227,"href":"http:\/\/blargh.lossfoundation.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6\/revisions\/227"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/blargh.lossfoundation.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=6"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blargh.lossfoundation.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=6"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blargh.lossfoundation.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=6"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}